The Judgement Day

I wake up with so many thoughts
Amazing, complicated, dreamy
Some fantasy, some reality
Complexity of human nature
Blurring my clear vision
Thinking of what lies today...

My heart pounding with anxiety
Loud noise blaring in my ears
Feeling a hurl in my stomach
As the feeling of loneliness 
Seeps through the nerves
I think of what awaits today...

Sheepishly I drag myself out of bed
Nauseated my eyelid feel heavy
Anticipating the worst outcome
Delirious with anxiety 
My legs start shivering
Thinking of what I will foresee today... 

Pining for the days gone by
Wishing the time would halt
Hoping I had done it different
Desiring a new beginning
Wanting to do things right
To be undaunted on
The Judgement Day...

Life is Beautiful

Admist hills he resides

Pure air he breaths

Nature at his feet

Merciful Almighty.

I sin

I con 

I bluff

I frown.

Now I begin my journey 

Asking forgiveness 

Knocking the doors

Of the Almighty.

I thought...

I will purge

I will surrender 

I will confess

I will become one with him.

On his feet

I will fall...

With my tears 

I will wash..

His holy feet

With care I plan far

I book an AC car
hotel for night halt

Rest areas for food and malt.

I take leave from work

Pack my luggage

My powder, my lipstick

My slippers, my baggage...

As I plan my path

To forgiveness...

I forget that Almighty

Has plans for me...

Before I could reach him

He reaches to me..

The mountain slides...

Buries me in mud...

And I am one with Him.

Life is Beautiful...