The Judgement Day

I wake up with so many thoughts
Amazing, complicated, dreamy
Some fantasy, some reality
Complexity of human nature
Blurring my clear vision
Thinking of what lies today...

My heart pounding with anxiety
Loud noise blaring in my ears
Feeling a hurl in my stomach
As the feeling of loneliness 
Seeps through the nerves
I think of what awaits today...

Sheepishly I drag myself out of bed
Nauseated my eyelid feel heavy
Anticipating the worst outcome
Delirious with anxiety 
My legs start shivering
Thinking of what I will foresee today... 

Pining for the days gone by
Wishing the time would halt
Hoping I had done it different
Desiring a new beginning
Wanting to do things right
To be undaunted on
The Judgement Day...